Friday, November 24, 2006
haf been busy mugging derivatives these few days. last exam is on next tue. and its the superly difficult ge. dun understand why it issnt open book. if it is.. i wun be so stressed up by it le. actually finished round 1 of readings but still dun really understand some topics. and i figured out that these few days arent enuff for me to fully understand everything. so the onli thing i can go is to commit them to memory. but there are simply too many things to remember. and its not easy to remember things which u dun understand. stressed. lack of confidence. feels that i'm gonna fail it. though its juz a ge. but i really hope that i can juz pass it. a mere pass will do. 真是自寻烦恼. full of regrets...
and will be going for job interviews soon. starting on the day right after my last paper. so like no time to prepare. make me even more worried. so many kana shortlisted. competition will be stiff. hopes that i will at least get a job in one of the 3 companies. why 3 onli when there are big 4 leh.. cuz din get shortlisted by one of the big4. of cuz will feel disappointed by it. but den again.. 只能承认自己不如别人lah..
anyway.. juz taught my cousins how to use msn. and they haf been bothering us about it. keep talking cock on msn. so disturbing. and even called us to ask us to go online lah. even right now as i'm blogging.. i'm still entertaining them with those animated water bombs and stuffs. they are small kids afterall. sis went to vivo le. good to not haf her around. cuz having a 闲人 besides me will make me 心理不平衡. haa. waiting for her to
da bao dinner back for me. cuz mum going to airport to pick dad up. wonder what 好料 she will be getting. hur.
hit my targeted chapters for today. so i'm done with mugging now. shall start youtube-ing soon le. this is the time of the day which i look forward to everyday. the time to relax. away from those digusting calls, puts, stocks and bonds. *yucks*
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